Missing

Who am I to question your will?
Why must I endure so much for your sake?
I understand and I know why
But the strength I have is not enough
You said you would help
So why do I feel so damn weak!

You said, those who are weak will be strong
Strong in what, I am weak in everything I do
You said, those who are poor will be rich
Rich with what, SORROW!
You said you would be there in times of need
Then where in the world are you!

I sought you all my life
What stops me from finding you?
I live each day unsure of where you are
Are you there or not?
Reveal yourself but of course
I have no faith, you don’t appear to the faithless

You made me to spend time with you
But how can I if I barely know you
So many years but I don’t know you
Take my life or reveal yourself…
I don’t care do not leave me in this torment
My friends will help, but what friends?

Nobody even knows me
For who I truly am
I am the missing shadow
To the hidden child inside
With it, nobody notices him
He is missing